I wish I knew why you were doing this.

A week and half later.

You know how they talk about how things in life happen when you don't see them coming at all? It has happened to me before and its happened to me again. Now. Except its completely different. A week and half and my life seems like another person's life. Like I'm watching it unfold on a screen somewhere. I try to picture myself in the scene as these so called events of MY life unfold, and it is what has been referred to in the past week as surreal. Boybackhome wants out, there's some "chilling" developing under a circumstance I couldn't and wouldn't have imagined before. The truth is it doesn't feel strange, it feels much more normal than I would have assumed. For the time being,  I don't want to figure anything out so I'm going to let this play out. And see how it goes.

Best friend lifelessons from facebook message today: 

That's all you should do with em(sic:men). Kaam karo, padhayi karo, uss jaat ko use karo aur heavy chill karo.

Couldnt put it better.